I cant believe this...he holds me and i feel that i need to be there...he sends chills up my back when touches me...it's like he is suppose to be there...right by my side holding my hand....i am so happy about us....it makes me think of all the things i have ever said. I know that i have said these things before and they all seem to repeat themselves and i am just a love sick teen...but it is nothing like that...this time i know for sure without any doubt in my heart at all that he loves me back. He tell me he loves me everyday....he try's his best to make me feel so happy, and he asks for nothing in return...just as long as i am happy with him...i cant even find the words to describe how i feel about him...it is completely different then anything i have ever felt in my entire life...he holds me in his arms, i can feel his heart beating and it makes me happy, when i am sad he holds me and says everything is going to be ok...we also have so much in commen...tho sometimes i am so tounge tied i dont know what to say...he asks me whats wrong...and i say nothing...but the fact that i am tounge tied doesnt help my case at all. I just cant let go of something like that...and this time i am not going to unless...i have to...if he ever breaks up with me...i am going to remain calm and try to think of how he will feel if i started to cry...it wouldnt be good with him...i am just hopeing this time everything is going to be ok...and i dont have to worry about being lied to or getting hurt...the one thing i hate in the world is getting hurt...it make me feel like i need to be hurt in order to live and believe me that is not a good feeling when you think about it...i just hope that i dont need to have my heart broken again now that i have been sewn back together...im in love and i am happy to say that...^_^